i am the new thing

back to basic

2010-02-12T22:46:00.000-08:00

hello ohhsally.blogspot.com! hahaha! finally, i have some tims to update my dead blog. god damn it i was damn busy with school and cca. been coming home late everyday. for past few weeks, i have been spending 12 hours in school straight. even my mum said " its better if you live at your own school!" haha!

guess what?! good news: im going to paramore concert. bought the tix already! bad news: JOSH FARROR IS NOT COMING ALONG!!!!!!!!!! HE'S NOT COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!! WAHHHHHHH!!!! URGHHHHH!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!! shit shit shit! why cant he?! ok its because he just got engaged and he's busy preparing for his wedding. instead, Taylor's brother, Justin York will be replacing him. so, lets hope he will have a happy life with the woman he love yea. so hard feelings but still, josh farror is so god damn awesome and hot! do visit this site to know why he cant come along with the rest- http://paramoreband.livejournal.com/72946.html

well, taylor is still hot. Hayley is dropdead gorgeous. hahahahha! moving on, sister's engagement date is getting nearer. 2 more weeks yeah. dewa dewi application forms are up but i dont think im participating this year. this year is my most important year. im having my o levels and also busy with school. so i dont think i have time for dewa dewi. i sucks at time management too. so, maybe next year i will be joining. well, i need my studies to succes right? ok, i better get going. hopefully, i will be active here again. bye!

hiatus

2010-01-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

im so busy with school, studies, npcc and stuff. maybe im on hiatus? im not sure. but, i'll be away from blogger, thats all. n leveeeeeeel, gonna ace you!

lethargic

2010-01-12T05:55:00.000-08:00

sorry i got no new pictures to put up =/

Last monday was the GCE O LEVEL results. i was there at the hall to watch some tears and joy. mrs sia gave them such a long speech, which includes mrs tan's speech too. alot of things happened. alot of joy, alot of tears. well guys, whatever you got, still there's a step for you to take =) to be honest, i loved monday, idk why :P

so today, school was a-okay. PE lesson is very fun for me although all we did is running. haha! we had a 1.6km run outside school. it starts from school to bukit view pri sch to BB ITE to a condo to keming pri sch then back to BB ITE to bukit view pri sch then back to school. i was so confident today about running. i ran alone for a moment then Ismail came beside me, running with me all the way. he gave me motivational words and "push" me to sprint, which i didnt. and guess what? im the first girl to finished the run. it took me 10 mins 54 sec to finished. so proud! haha -.- dots.....

recess was a hella for me and amanda. thanks to riyaas for the snake bite/pinch on our shoulders. i swear it hurts and you cant feel your shoulders for a few moments. oh god, it still hurts now. boohoo =( i failed my first test of 2010. i swear im fucking sad. its because i dont know anything about maths now. i skipped alot of lessons cause of sec 1 orientation week. urgh!!! i feel so left out =(

oh ya! my sister is getting engage next month! oh shit! so fast? we have lots to prepare and its during my common test week. oh goddddd~~~~....~~~~~ goodluck to me (Y)

sec 1 orientation week

2010-01-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

WARNING!!!!! this will be a very long post! endure if u can. dont read if u cant ;)

i have been pretty busy for the past one week. thats because im the camp leader for sec 1 orientation week. i am allocated to class 1N3 with alisa, faisal, jessica, pei qi, kah fai and isaac. awesome people! basically, i have been taking the class most cause of my loudest voice? ya thats what Jessica told me. so, im always saying the "N3 OIII!!!" and "N3 GIVE ME ONE SILENT CLAP" hahahah!

friday which was yesterday was the campfire night. for the whole day, i didnt enter my class. but i feel bad cause i missed out ALOT of lessons for the past one week. me and the other camp leaders had to practise the class cheer and also campfire songs. i should say my class is the best class i ever seen.

then i had to leave the class for awhile for my performance! my unarmed combat performance. the performace went AWESOME! my dream came true! actually, my dream was to do a somersault over somebody since young and i did it! the sec 1s went "woahhhhh" for our performance. so most probably, more sec 1s will join npcc! wuuhuuu!

after that, went to the hall to get back to my class. i got non-stop comments from them. hahaha, so cute *_* after that head to the canteen for their lunch while some malay boys went to the mosque. i got to know that Thinesh converted to Muslim, NOT! HAAHAHHA!

some of the leaders had to go to some poly for open house. me, faisal and afi left the class for awhile and we started joking around outside class. guess what we so. we dance to MJ moves, sang fireflies, human, meet me halfway and more and we also practise how to jeleng(roll eyes). i got to know that some guys cannot roll their eyes like how girls do. so i thought the two boys how to. and ended up giving me a stare. hahahhaha!!! faisal's stare is a killer. hahaha!!!

after that was dinner. i fell sick during dinner cause i didnt eat lunch. i was confident im gonna survive the whole day without eating lunch. and somemore i was feeling cold. i was desperate for a jacket at that point of time. straight away i took my dinner and so, i felt much better and able to carry on. thanks to somebody n_n haha! adibah told me something which was shocking. haiyoooo, guyssss.... stay cool my waterbuddy!

then its campfire! actually, i skipped alot. so, campfire was AWESOME!!! everyone was hyper active! camp leaders and facilitators danced to the song jai ho and sang alot of songs. although my class didnt win ther cheer competition, we were happy about the campfire night! haha! best night ever man!

blah blah blah. after that, went to macd to slack till 10.30pm. dad wanted to pick me up so i asked dad to fetch adibah home too. me, adibah, faisal, muhaimin and riyaas slacked outside macd and played with the air-con machine outside. hahahha! damn funny man! then we play around with the "eh ah eh ah" hahaha! dad reached and high five each other. so yeah, thats all. a long post wasnt it? hahha! this is specailly for somebody. hahhaha! okay sorry for this. im gonna miss last week alot. bye!

2010-01-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

hi. 2010 already. not ready for school, n level and more.
malas nak update. bye!

pussy

2009-12-30T02:25:00.001-08:00

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im not sure what you said to me. i dont believe all those words. its all bullshit to me. please take back all those bullshits away. i dont think you really mean it. its all fucking fake. i feel like deleting them but its heart-breaking. i cant believe i fell for this and you. guess im not the only ONE right? i cant believe i fell for your words. is it a way to melt my heart and drool over you for days while you go out there with _______________________????? urgh, i find this disgusting. what kind of man are you. better off~~~~~

dont bother me pls

2009-12-28T08:26:00.000-08:00

WHO CARES RIGHT?

pleasepleaseplease

2009-12-25T05:27:00.000-08:00

i had training yesterday. i woke up at 6am and found brother using bathroom. so yeah, i waited til 6.15am but still he havent come out of the bathroom! and i had to leave by 6.30am! i knocked the door like as if there's no tomorrow. he came out at 6.25am! wtf! i had to rush myself. i felt like i had a marathon early in the morning at home. hahaha! dad was like "Slow down slow down. read prayers!" i was like " huh? no time! omg!!!!" hahaha! so brother felt guilty and innocent at one corner. asshole! i got so angry and rushed off at 6.40am. i combed my hair at my house door. haha pathetic much!

so just a few minutes ago, brother gave me 10 bucks. he knows that i was still angry with him so he gave me some bucks to cool me down. haha he knows that i love money. haha! so yeah, im okay with him already. bahahaha! i will be saving the 10 bucks for paramore concert. i still have 98 bucks to go. homggggggggg!!! still a long way to go. guess what? i just rejected dad's offer. he wants to buy for me a levi's jeans but i rejected. i told him that the money can be use for paramore concert. seeeeee! for the sake of watching paramore, i have to reject almost everything! but i really need that jeans! fml! and my prepaid left nothing. fml again!

2009-12-24T11:00:00.000-08:00

back from camp.

its 3am now. just reached home from mustafa centre. got my revlon nail polish and silkpro shampoo. hahah wth -.- merry christman to everybody. let HOHOHO all day long! wthhh~ now chatting with johnny. bye~

twinnie winnie

2009-12-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

thank you twinnie for today.
i love it so much.
love ya twinnie!

bye bye im going for camp! see ya soon. bahahaha!

huh?

2009-12-20T01:52:00.000-08:00

so, what's my plan for tomorrow???

im fucking not sure!

a need to change

2009-12-19T08:55:00.000-08:00

today is such a good day for me although i didnt went out. i reflect on myself today. i realised how selfish i am. i realised how self-centered i am. i realised how fast i jumped into conclusion. i realised i never contribute anything for my family. since 2010 is coming, i wanna change. i wanna change all this actions i did. i wanna be a better woman. time to change~

school is going to start. holiday assignments not done yet, only malay. i hate school. i hate having assembly on mondays. i hate the food prices. i hate checking of attire when school re-open. i hate it when my form teacher goes "AZLIZAH! CLIP UP YOUR FRINGE!". i hate it when the principal give a LONG talk to welcome us back. i hate being send out of class on monday for not completing my assignments. and i hate preparing for major exams =(

there's also a good side to school. i love to meet my friends. i love to get money every morning(start saving!). i love to show off my new stuff to school. i love to laugh my ass off with my kruk mates. i love to vandalise my table. yeah thats all. starting from next year, npcc will be going to say the commands. omfgzzz, for real???? this is scary =/

paramore bomba!

2009-12-18T06:24:00.000-08:00

(please click to enlarge)

say "woah!" with me people! PARAMORE IS COMING TO SG!!! LIKE FINALLY! 7 MARCH! WHO'S GOING?!?!?! okay im sorry but im just sooooo excited about this! PARAMORE DUDE!??!?!?! i wanna get the standing section which gonna cost me $108!!!! but idk. im gonna start saving from now onwards. not gonna ask mum/dad/bro/sis for anything before march, like really. im not joking around. i really need to save!

i had another session of the sec 1 orientation. today was fun! at last my group's IC(riyaas) came. we played captains ball but had to be tied to another person. after that, we planned our class cheer. its very cute! i cant wait. and i keep saying "im so fat. whats all these babat!" haahahah! adibah got annoyed. riyaas got annoyed. JX just answered "kaeru mawari" hahahahhaha!!!! head to mac and talked for 2 hours. homed.

tomorrow is Saturday but i got no plans. i wanna go study but i dont feel like doing it. i wanna hangout tmr. chill out somewhere. okay shut up. guess what people?! i bought a DOMO t-shirt yesterday! which cost 25 bucks but it really worth the money! ty brother! domo! domo! domo! go domo!

L4D2 is da sexz!

2009-12-16T05:47:00.000-08:00

my life is getting better now. this is gooooood. for the past few days, i have been going to school cause im one of the leader for sec 1 orientation camp! wuhuuuu! this is great! im in the same group as adibah, JX, irene, riyaas, noraini and 2 more members! but my group is taking 1T2. kruk much~!

practice some singing of campfire songs, learn movements and more. after that, went to Lan to play L4D2! wuhuuu! im currently into this game. so fun and you can almost forget every problems in your mind. play for 2 hours and homed. second time i didnt go Lan cause mum wanted to meet me after school. sucks -.-

i went to the library yesterday, alone. did some of my holiday assignments. finished my malay, only. haha! i almost fainted looking at my poa, maths, english, chemistry and physics assignments! damn, they're hard! buhuu =(

cant wait for friday. going to school again.

where are you now

2009-12-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

Ohh, yeahh.
Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close

Take my hand and walk with me, yeah
Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be, yeah
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah

Where are you now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

justin bieber ♥

from the bottom of my heart

2009-12-13T05:20:00.000-08:00

Dear somebody i love MOST,

i dont know who you are anymore. who are you? why are you treating me this way? am i a doormat to you? you only need me when you're alone. now, happy-go-lucky aren't you? i dont wanna see you anymore. i dont wanna break down when i meet you. imma loser. yay! you won! happy? of course you are. i have been sitting here worrying about you and stuff but you just cant be bothered. fml. nothing is alright. im sick. depression. worthless. lifeless. useless. moodless and it goes on......i hate my life now. i rather die. well, who cares right if im gone? haha! enjoi your life. and i thank God for having you in my life. we are not meant for each other. goodbye =(

Love,
the one you love most =(

love is bigger

2009-12-11T06:02:00.000-08:00

Justin Drew Bieber! i love you so much! <33333333333

i spent my friday with my beloved mum. i decided to spent some quality time with her. i know i have beem going out with friends alot and starts to neglect my own mum. sorry mum <3

basically, we watched new moon. its good to have a mum that understands such story. after that, went to the pet shop and i finally get to see that cute fat short legs DOG! i miss him so much! i get to smuggle him just now. hahaha! so what if i touch dogs? it doesnt matter to my family.

after that, visited one of mum's friend who is keeping a 3 legged cat. yes, 3 legs only! mum started crying seeing him. i didnt. i find him cute. so loving but it hurts to see him struggle to walk. and the cute thing is that his name is "Hey Hey". cute, yes i know. curse the person who abused Hey Hey till the doctor had to cut his leg. i swear if i know who you are, i'll chop off your leg! urghhh! screw you abuser!

like seriously! animals have life too you know. they are just like us except that they walk with 4 legs. they also want to live in this beautiful world. they wanna make friends too. so please, support me. STOP ANIMAL ABUSE! *claps*

wtf?! i feel like i just had a rally. HAHAHAHA! and yes, where are you twinnie? i miss you so much!

zum zum zum

2009-12-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

i miss strumming the guitar. now its at my cousin's house. sad sad turtle =(
i miss yuslina! i miss amirah! i miss TWINNIE! ploop ploop ploop!

sentosa outing yesterday. it was fun. i had a little sunburn and i ate alot. which is bad. i can control what im eating. ppl may say im thin and whatsoever but im freaking fat! you dont know my actual weight. hahaha, i should go on a diet, soon :p

to "i dun think u nid 2 know"
who are you? have you ever meet me or something? i mean, its unreasonable to hate a person just like that. and what did i ruined? urgh!

sexy boy

2009-12-02T20:56:00.000-08:00

i bought justin bieber's my world album yesterday! got poster inside somemore! weehuuu! my hair colour sucks right now. seriously not good. freak, people can tell no difference. yadayadayada~!~!~!~

im bored to death right now. i dont feel like doing any of my school holiday assignments. give me a break man. urgh!!! twinnie will be going for camp til sunday. which is like very very very long. yeah, i will miss you too twinnie! ploop ploop ploop!

holidays

2009-12-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

finally, im having a long break! training is going to go on hiatus for 3 weeks then having camp. weehuuuuu! speaking bout camp, twinnie is going for camp voyage tmr til 6 dec. aww man...meaning there will be nobody who is going to send me goodnight msges and BLUP BLUP(inside joke) with me. hahah! take care okay twinnie during the camp. love ya!

i have alot of things to do this december. i have sentosa outing with npcc mates, picnic with twinnie(!), wild wild wet with adibah(?), shesha with some folks and more. weehuuu, all booked. be be be be bye!

do you feel lonely?

2009-11-28T07:43:00.001-08:00

i have been feeling lonely these few days. i feel like i have no one by my side. i was expecting someone very particular to be texting/chatting/meeting me but he didnt. i feel like a wall though. but im very lucky to have my twinnie by my side everyday. and me being there for him these few days. i swear twinnie, you're the best/understanding/cute person i have ever knew. and i thank God that i get to know you.

since its the holidays, i wanna spread my wings free and find freedom and peace. i just wanna relax my mind and put aside my assignments. i dont wanna waste my ink on those papers. i wanna enjoy on every millisecond i have in my life. dont wanna think bout that particular person.

heading to sentosa/pasir ris tmr. weeehuuu, enjoy souls!

uhm

2009-11-23T01:20:00.000-08:00

i know i have not been updating much. im too lazy to own a blog for the moment. quick review! last friday i met up with twinnie. watched 2012, again. glad that you like the present. skatepark and home. kinda sad that the gig was postponed. it was postponed to sat. urgh! i really wanna go but its okay. there's always a next time. anyway, thanks twinnie and i hope we get to meet soon since your holidays are coming ;)

my weekends is boring. you dont have to know. i have alot of things in mind right now. lets see....
-hangout with jiwes
-meet twinnie again
-more tops
-more bottoms
-itouch
-new hp(i need it badly!)
-my hair(need to do something bout it)
-Levis jeans

yeah thats alot. since dad/sis/bro/uncle getting their bigbigbig salary in december, i wanan shop! wait, i need to shop! bahahaha! okay, im done here. bye suckaaassss!

fireflies

2009-11-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

hello blogheads. i know i have been away for quite a long time. so yeah, im pretty good now. its confirmed that my sis is going to get engage on 27 feb 2010. omgggg, this is so k-e-w-l~~~!!! i think its the right time for her to get engage. she have been with her boyf for 7 long years! yeah i know. since i was in primary school. thats freaking long mannnn~!

oh yeah, had a little tiff with (blahblahblah). shesh....nevermind, im still gooooood~ im gonna have a small training tomorrow. well, i dont think its a training cause we're only decorating our board and room. and updating our NYAA SILVER! wuhuuu~ i cant wait for tomorrow. gonna meet/hug adibah, alisa and more...miss them<3 after that, gonna catch a movie. hopefully, i have some cash tomorrow.

i missed the flea. wtf, i was busy during the weekends. sorry popitoez~ okay, i cant wait for friday!!!! im gonna meet twinnie!!! for the very first time! after knowing him for 3 years. hahahaha!!! im gonna pass him the birthday present and gonna head for a gig. wuhuu, yay! okay, ma bed is calling me yooooo. nites bloghead souls~

2009-11-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

hiatus for awhile :P

kruks

2009-11-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

foundation programme, please end soon! haizzz....

im having training tomorrow. hopefully there's no CIs coming. i have been close with adibah, alisa, amanda and khoirul each day. non-stop laughter each day. haha! thanks kruks mates! HAHAHA!!! boooomsss!

i had training yesterday. it was very very slacky. after training, headed to macd. we were just making jokes and talk about our ______. i brought up a joke to them and they started laughing like hardcore. and adibah vomitted out what she eaten cause of the joke. hahahaha!!! she wasted 6 bucks plus. hahahaha!!! and i ran for the toilet cause i cant control my bladder which also laughed along. bahahahaha!!!

me amanda and adibah texted each of our _______. we got all excited and blushing. hahaha! kruks lol! everything is cool now. i dont feel different and im happy.

i fell thru the hole

2009-11-02T05:01:00.001-08:00

[bloody blogger wont let me upload pic...soon yea?]

im leading a normal life now. well, not that normal. having problems at home. i know i have been MIA-ing for quite long. sorry i called it an off. i have to. i have limits too yea. ya forget bout this. no use talking bout it again.

M1 is being very kind to me. they added 5 bucks to my dead prepaid. now, im spending it to text twinnie. i think im being very kind thats why M1 top up for me. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

foundation programme started today. 9 more days then im fucking free. siaoooooooooooooooo, 9 days very long leyyyy. tomorrow got maths, history, mt and poa i think. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn :/

my report book is signed. dad is like "woah nice one okay" ah ye lahhhhh...im very sleepy now. goodnite bloggehhs bogeeehhhhh~~~

safe and sound

2009-10-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

im back from my 2days1night STC CAMP. i got no comments for the camp. everything was unexpected. i bumped into yat! here's how it goes...

me and yat:(question mark face)
me: EH!
yat: EH EH!
me:hiiiiiiii yaatttt!(wave til hand pain)
yat:(shocked face)hiiiiiii!!!!

i didnt stop smiling. i was awake after seeing him. damn, he's hot. fyi, he's my sir at ubin but a good brother at sec 3 camp. HAHA! a few hours later, he came up to me.

yat:hi!
me:HIIII!!! i miss you!
yat:i miss you too!

hahahhaha! IRC was easy for me and adibah. we didnt feel anything. hahaha! pro ah adibah. BAHAHAHAH!!! i really got nothing to update bout this camp. it wasnt exciting. the fun part is when me, adibah, alisa and ridzwan will go "RIII RIII RIII CROOOO CROOOO CROOOO" HAHAHAHHA!!!! i'll update soon. im very tired and i wanna rest. adios olang olang.

sweet and sour 15th

2009-10-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

thanks for the wishes and gifts people! appreciate them fucking much! thanks to BestF for the 3 page full msg. thanks to mum for buying a cute choco cake. thanks to brother for giving me a 100 bucks adidas watch. thanks to uncle for giving me 50 bucks. thanks to sister for doing nothing. thanks to dad for the msg. thanks to aqilah for the gold chain. thanks to hareesh for the star necklace. thanks to BestF for the blur jacket from denmark(!) thanks to R for the day and hugs and most of all, THANKS TO TWINNIE FOR BEING MY BELOVED TWINNIE SINCE 22/10/2007. LOVE YOU HUMANS DAMN MUCH (v)

its sad cause twinnie couldnt meet me this year and last year. but its okay yo. your Bestfriend is so much more important aye? meet some other time okay? AND IM VERY SORRY THAT I COULDNT COME TO YOUR PIT TOMORROW!!!!! :(:(:(:(:(:(
mum bought a cake yesterday. before i blow off the candles, she forced me to make a wish. so i wished to myself "Insyallah, keluargaku akan menjadi semakin rapat seperti dahulu. Amin...." after the wished, i cried and smiled :D

cant wait for 25octttttttt. its sister's finals! omg! Insyallah she wins! im very happy for her to make it this far. i dont mind if she doesnt win. she's still the most gorgeous, sexy, fierce and annoying sister/model everrr~~~

F-verything

2009-10-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

STOP BEING SO FUCKING SELF CENTERED. YOU AND YOUR FUCKING IRRITATING ATTITUDE. YOU TALK SO FUCKING WORLD. YOU DONT FUCKING THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU. YOU THINK YOU TURNED FUCKING WILD BY VOMITTING OUT ALL YOUR FUCKING VULGARITIES. HAHA! THATS ALL?! YOU CALLED THAT WILD? THATS WHAT THEY CALL A WANNABE/NEWBIES. HUAAAAAAAA~ I FUCKING DISLIKE YOU. JUST BE YOUR FUCKING SELF. DONT FUCKING TRY TO BE SOMEBODY BIG HERE OKAY?

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im on the edge

2009-10-20T04:09:00.000-07:00

2 days to my 15th birthday. im breaking down. im on the edge of breaking down. im crying. im having negative thoughts. i wanna be alone for now. nothing can cheer me up now. im not eating. im not responding to anything. im moody. im not happy. i dont feel excited. i feel like killing myself. i feel so dumb. i feel like a loser. im thinking like a spoiltbrat. im listening to sad songs. i feel so weak. my hair is a mess. im dragging my feet. i havent bath. im smelly. im sick. im disgusting. im a noob. sorry, im depressed. i just wanna be alone now. goodbye ~

:( :( :(

fuck the world

2009-10-18T04:07:00.000-07:00

sunday is not a family day, really. dad busy with work, sister busy with photoshoots, mum feeling so sick plus me and bro always waking up late in the evening. yeah, thats my family's family day.

i have yet to top up my prepaid. i really need to top up. or else i wont be texting R. haha! so, i woke up at 12 in the afternoon. had my lunch and use the laptop for awhile. i got so bored so i lay around on my bed. the next thing i knew was that i was fast asleep. HAHAHAHA! i woke up around 6pm and had my first bath for the day. HAHAHAHA!!!

i have no school tomorrow and i wonder how im gonna spend my day. my birthday celebration with my fav vitches is postponed. its okay girls. there's always a next time aye :D im still pissed about the outward bound camp in Sabah. like seriously, why must it be on my birthday?! urgh! and im still wondering when i will be meeting my twinnie :(

Hopes

2009-10-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

Had a great day spent with R. thanks alooooooooooooooooooooot! :)

im writing alot in my scrapbook. how cool. now, i feel very tired and i wanna sleep.

bye soulz~_~

demi lovato

2009-10-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

Demetria Devonne Lovato <33333

disturbance

2009-10-16T08:42:00.000-07:00

second post for the today.

exams are done but my mood is soooo lazyyy. reached home and slept till 7.30pm. mum woke me up "SALLY SALLY SALLY BANGUN!" hahaha, so cute lor. woke up and went online. chatted with bestf. i made a scrapbook to write lyrics and stuff. i just completed designing my white canvas shoe. its very random.

i gotten the forms for obs. its on the 21 till 26 oct. meaning, i will be celebrating my birthday at Sabah. OMGAWD! twinnie, im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry! then on the 27 till 29 oct, i will be going to ubin for another camp. OMGAWD! sister, im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry im very sorry i cant support you in the finals! :( :( :(

this is the worst birthday ever! i hate this year. i wanna meet twinnie since last year but everything is getting into our ways. and i cant support sissy in her finals. fuck fuck fuck! fuck everything! im not happy.

tired

2009-10-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

watched 500 days of summer yesterday with R. i feel like watching it again with R. hehhhhhh ~_~

yesterday i reached home around midnight. did a little revision for poa paper 2. but, nothing got into my head. overslept by 10 mins. R texted to meet him near school. he brought a container of kuih tart for me! haha, sweet lorrrr. sent me school and goodbye.

i really screwed my poa paper 2. there is trading,profit and loss account, balance sheet, trial balance and another account. i only did trial balance and half of balance sheet. wtf! i know! when i take a look at question 3, i straight away gave up and flown to my lala land. i hate the weather!!! the weather caused me to get running nose! goshhh, it was very irritating!!!

although exams are over, im really not happy or overjoy. i freakingly dont know why. this sucks this sucks! birthday in 6 more days. fuck the world people! fuck the world!

DL

2009-10-11T06:44:00.000-07:00

Demi Lovato <3

tmr will be my POA paper 1 and history paper. OMG OMG OMG! im freaking out!
i went to the library alone from 4pm till 8pm. it was freezing cold and lonely. i was waiting for someone too but he didnt dropped by. haissss.....

i will be sleeping at 3am today. gonna study my brain off for history and poa paper 1. i know i feel so nerdish now. hahahha! OMG! demi lovato is getting a car license and a car in 2 weeks time. omg! she's 17 ya'll! bahahah! i love you demi<3

okay, i feel so tired now. my brain is frying right now but i have to endure. bye~_~

this is wicked

2009-10-04T04:52:00.001-07:00

see this! my sister got into finals and its on 25 october. 3 days after my birthday. goodluck sister. im always supporting you although you slapped me everyday and never hug me for the past 15 years :)
oh! her name is farahlizah. do click to enlarge :B

love yesterday

2009-10-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

cousins just left my crib. ergh, i hate washing dishes. it makes my palms feel itchy and red. dad just told me that i have to pay him 48 bucks just for a htc magic. haha! im not sure bout that yet. i just realised that my birthday is coming in 18 more days. yay! i was suggested by leon to throw a birthday party. haha, im not sure of that yet.

i went out with _____ yesterday. we planned to study but we got too carried away and walked all over town. haha! we went into HMV, far east, cineleisure, plaza singapura, cathay and alot moreee. haha! we spent 4 hours wondering around and 1 hour to study at starbucks. haha! it was all his idea. he dragged me into HMV just to asked me to listen to selena gomez album but instead i listened to paramore and arctic monkeys new album. hahahaha!!!

went back to cousin's house for birthday party and blah blah blah. thanks to _____ i only studied chemistry instead of studying chemistry AND social studies. hahaha! but it was a great outing. thanks _______.

happy bday ryme

2009-09-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

YPPAH YADHTRIB EIMEYR NIMIAHUM! BAHAHAHA~!!!
finally 16 and can go underage party and you're now waiting for clubbing. tsk tsk~
and your face makes me scared everytime i see. okay, happy birthday sombong boy. BAHAHAHA!!!

random

2009-09-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

im seriously in love with...........yo-yo and (500) days of summer! hahahha!
im seriously in love with............ assembly in school! hahahha!
im seriously in love with...........history! hahahha!
and
im seriously in love with...........SOMEBODY! hahhahha!!!

~_~

eat shit love sheep

2009-09-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

school was a-okay. nothing much, really. i woke up late so i rush early in the morning. bad luck strike, i lost my wallet early in the morning. spent another 10 mins looking for although it's 6.40. at last, it was found under my sister's bra. i dont know how the hell it got under there. HUA HUA!

i went out of the house without my hair comb and tie. my hair was a mess. i didnt even look into the mirror. sad :(
i didnt know PE was that fun. ha ha, its a miracle i played during PE. BA HA HA HA! i found a cute small pink ribbon in the indoor sports hall. i keep it with me and im using it now. it's on my hair! HA HA HA!

chemistry was damn fun. metal plus acid equals to water,carbon dioxide and salt. ha ha ha! damn, it feels good. tomorrow is the npcc unit outing to bowling. after bowling, i will come back to school for evening study till 9pm. omg, chemnistry and physics and maths book are sooooo gonna be opened tomorrow night. okay, im off to bed. bye soulz~!

back to basic

2009-09-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

i decided to change my layout. everything was a mess before this. let it be. im getting bored blogging by the way. school start late today. i didnt realised i was in the same cabin as my sister. there is a a guy in front of me and she texted me

sister: u lyke the guy in front of you ryte?
me: uhm, no. i dont -.-
sister: hahaha!
me: merepek! eh, got money?
sister: NO! mama gave you just now right?!
me: no! im using my own money. sigh, 5 bucks gone~
sister: hahaha!
me: kay bye!

so it was my stop and i left. i just realised that exams is around the corner. so, im going study with su^^ and leon next sat. i totally need help in chemistry and poa from leon. SOS!!! i decided to bring some brownies and kuih cornflakes to school. suprisingly, riri fell in love with the brownies. HAHA! okay, i wanna sleep now. bye soulZ~!

hi dan

2009-09-19T22:16:00.000-07:00

today first day raya and im still not wearing my costume and makeups. im still staring at the computer screen. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............

i requested dannie to update his dead blog. HAHAH, thanks eh thanks. sekz ah sekz~_~
HAHAHHAHAHAH!!! i bought my accessories and eye lashes yesterday. very happy already. wooooooooooo~_~

bye souls~

errrrrrrr

2009-09-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

every time to go anyone's blog/onsugar/tumblr, i will hear justin bieber-one time song. omg, lucky i changed my blog song. haha! im currently texting twinnie. something happened to him and im really worried for you ;/ TWINNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :(:(:(

tomolor raya already. i feel tired for raya, really. not in the mood for raya. haha! i havent do my manicure leeeey! walandeh, bye mofoz~

~_~

MJ

2009-09-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

OMG! it will be released a few days after my birthday! I'm sooooo gonna watch it! saving up saving up! haha! and it's released on 28 october WORLDWIDE! how awesome!!! bye soulz~

hi

2009-09-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

i'm too busy with school and life. that also include my lazyness.
raya coming. not excited. dont know why.

TWINNIE, WHERE'RE YOUUUU???

flea

2009-09-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

went to flea on sunday. aisyah's and erin's booth were awesome and very comfy. chill out with yus, nadya, aisyah, eflyna, deanna, rohayu and rohayu's friend. camwhore like hell. HAHA!
sorry im too lazy to type out everything. bye mofoz~

i wanna meet bestf and leon soon. i miss my class. i miss divesh's jokes. i miss school. i dont miss my teachers ;p

MOFO

2009-09-03T06:01:00.000-07:00

yesterday was hell, yeah hell. after school had training. we had our staff sergeant promotion test. yeah hell. all of us did push ups, sit ups, jumping jacks and running all in 10 minutes. yeah hell. after all of that, everyone was looking very pale like as if we are going to die. all our lips were dry and white. yeah hell. everyone was very hardcore for PT. yeah hell. good thing i endured all the was although i was fasting. shit, i miss my sergeant rank. it was confiscated. its okay, Amanda. and my proposal was teared into pieces. yeah hell.

today i dragged myself to school. i was in pain. my body was all in pain. even faheem realised i was very quiet. i couldnt focus in class. i flunked my poa test cause i was super tired. PE was fun. fun gossiping about some people. i didnt join in the game cause i was tooo tired. went to the lab and classmate lost her handphone. shit, there will be investigation tomorrow. haizzzz.......

slacked at canteen with bestf and aqilah. had a great time lying on 2 bench and the next thing i know, i was asleep. HAHAHAHA! i had a great long afternoon nap in the canteen. by the time i woke up, i was suprised with a number of people surrounding me. HAHAHA! while i was walking to the mrt, i bumped into ryemie. hahaha! i should say he looks alot different than in cyber-world. HAHAAH! as i reached home,

mum: why reached home late?
me: i feel asleep at the school canteen
mum: woah, macam macam (walked off)

HAHAHA! i wanna go now. im very tired and lethargic. oh oh oh! someone is acting like a lil kiddo here. hah! im not offended by your post but im laughing my ass off. HAHA! hate my bestf, hate me as well. bye MOFOZ~

love

2009-08-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

When she walks away from you mad- Follow her
When she stare's at your lips-Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you- Grab her and don’t let go
When she start's cursing at you-Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet-Ask her what’s wrong
When she ignore's you-Give her your attention
When she pulls away- Pull her back
When you see her at her worst- Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying-Just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking- Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared- Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder-Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steal's your favorite hat- Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you- Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time- reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt- Back yourself up with the TRUTH
When she says that she likes you- she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands- Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you- bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret- keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes- don’t look away until she does
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU- SHES HURTING INSIDE
When you break her heart- the pain NEVER really goes away
When she says its over-she STILL wants you to be hers
When she repost this bulletin- she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when you know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better than calling her hot.
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:
Call you , Kiss you , Love you , Text you.

i got this from athirah my junior. thanks aye :)
omg, this guy must be so perfect and can read a girl's mind.
damn, so sweet. i know it wont come true for me :(

KJ

2009-08-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

Obviously they are worned out after doing 4 different activites in one day. i love Karen Jones aloooooot! she very talented and kewl~
osiris, element, nixon, BONES WHEELS, Chicken Burrito and Von Zipper sponsor her!

im bored actually. im looking forward for monday. no lesson. no study. no nagging. just celebration. and school will end at 1045am. yay! yay! yay! and im going up the stage to received my certificate of achivement in my cca. HAHA! bestf told me she will snap some shots of me up the stage. how coooool! love bestf~

im having flu now. very irritating!!! erghhh~~~
oh shit, i need idiot to meet tmr. byeeeeeee mofo soulz~

snake

2009-08-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

what if i pierce snakebite? gawd, i'll think it will look great. haha, i should pierce it soon.

school is superbly great. me and aqilah has been spendings weeks doing a "project". HAHA! and it finally paid off. actually our project to make 2 GIANTIC BIRTHDAY CARDS for Su Bestf. we asked the aunty to help us keep the cards in her drink stall first. during recess, i suprised her with the cards and a bracelet. Thank God she loves them. and she cried. awwwh, how cute. see Aqilah, our plan works! high-five!

fyi, her birthday is tmr but we celebrate today cause we wont be meeting her on tmr. so yeah, im happy. hahaha, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED BESTFRIEND!!! LOVE YA LOTZ!!! ONLY ALLAH KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND. bye soulz~

CD

2009-08-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

HE LOVES CEREAL! IM JOINING THE REVOLOTION TOO! AND IM BUYING HIS " I LOVE CHRISTOFER DREW" SHIRT SOON! WHOHOOO~

school was great. early in the morning, our class had a battlefield. one side of the class started throwing paper ballz and the other half started doing the same and end up a battlefield. that also included divesh's screaming. haha! kewl class indeed~

bestf's birthday is in less than 2 more dayz. whoohooo~ great great~~~~
im going out on saturday to the skate event at east coast with Bestf and Jiwez~ whohooo!
i wanna go baybeats but i dont know who wanna tag along with me. oh mannn, so sad. i need to sleep now. bye mofo soulz~

sibey sian

2009-08-25T07:25:00.000-07:00

NIKE NYLON!!! gawd gawd, so cute and tempting. *Rawwrrr*
i was almost late for school by a few seconds. Faheem didnt wait for me at mrt station. buuhooooo~~~
school is very boring. since im fasting, i will have the feeling of taking a short nap. recess is all about soccer and bestf. Miss C was being so mean and lame for confiscating Abdul's phone. meanie meanie meanie! but, Divesh is always cracking jokes and all. yay Divesh! after school had POA remedial. half way thru the remedial, me, bestf and aqilah walked out of the class. it was plain boring and my eyes just couldnt take it. had a little rest at canteen and head home.

i had pastamania for break-fast. haha, it was a date with mum. love mum(L)
i love bestf alot. her bday 4 more dayz ley! haha how? :p
i love my JIWEZ too. IndieRockChicSush and Leon Png Jun Jing. HAHAHAHAHAH!
i love twinnie alot alot alot alot! missed missed missed!
i love myself~~~ what the fcuk am i blabbering about?!!! HUAHUAHUA!
bye soulz~~~

hi

2009-08-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

i changed my blog songs. i get bored with the previous one and its common ;)
school was really boring and sleepy. PE was hideous. Physics and POA was very mundane and my eyes couldnt resist the joy of sleeping. so, i slept. i flunk my poa test. and divesh was tempting me to eat by naming all the ice-cream, foods and drinks. but na-uh, i aint falling for it. im strong~

chatting with Bestf and Leon while texting TWINNIE and farheem. I MISS TWINNIE I MISS TWINNIE I MISS TWINNIE! OUR BIRTHDAY COMING. WHOOOOOOO~~~

bye souls~

aisyah aisyah

2009-08-22T01:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITI AISYAH BTE MD ZEN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HUAHUA! YAY! YOU'RE 15 NOW. AND OLDER THAN ME BY 3 MONTHS! HAHA! I DIDNT HAVE ANY PRESENT FOR YOU BUT REGARD LAST YEAR'S PRESENT AS YOUR THIS YEAR PRESENT KAY? HAHA! SORRY HOOORRR! BUT I CALLED YOU AT 12.09AM. NOT BAD EHHH. ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY!

LOVE,SALLY

i dont know why all are in capital letterz. my bad~

best

2009-08-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

friday is always the best day. went to school as per normal. after so long, i finally bumped into Father Danneh. hahaha, we only chit chat for 8 mins then i had to go. woah, missed lah father danneh rosli. HUA HUA!

school was really boring. its all because Divesh was not around. awwww, so sad. after school, i head home. bath and changed and met my jiwez, Su bestf and Leon jiwe. we head to far east pastamania, far east, skate park, cineleisure, macdonald, badminton court(Watch sepak takhraw) then head home.

i had a GREAT outing with them. i love them with all my hearts. love love love evol evol evol~~~ skatepark was fun. snaps some cool pics of the skaters there. i should say one of them was really good. whoo, power. im really sleepy. i havent had enough rest cause i played rugby and i play soccer almost everyday. whooo.

tmr fasting month starts. still, i will play soccer. HAHAHA! happy mary people! bye soulz~
pictures coming soon~

mundane

2009-08-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

tuesday tuesday tuesday. pffffffffft ~_~
had fun during POA with divesh around. his jokes are just hilarious.
had lectured during malay lesson. 14 people(including me) didnt do any malay homeworks. lucky, she give one more chance to do. HUAHUA~
had a quiet time listening to Ms Cheong boring talking~
had a as-per-normal recess.
had a HILARIOUS social studies period. our ss teacher scolded some of the pupils for coming into class late. woah, her face was like a bull when she shout. HUAHUAHUA!
had a fun for maths and english.
had tissue flower makign during self study. did flowers out of tissue. i keep running around the classroom supplying sticky tape. HUAHUAHUA!
went to wm popular to buy cardboard and coloured paper. something happened. no need to elaborate.
hugz and kizzez to bestfie and head home.
bye souls~

heels boot

2009-08-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

buy me this! buy me this! buy me this! and i will give you thousands of kisses!

mum told me that uncle had already ordered me a lappy! and its upgrading right now! and its pink and black! double whoohoooooo! love uncle <3

while i was on my way to school this morning, the left side of my earpiece spoilt! so, i only listen to my mp3 with only the right side. how pathetic~ still, im very sad :(

i had maths common test after school. leon decided to exchange calculator with mine. Ms Toh stopped at my desk and looked at the calculator. HA HA! lolz... the paper was really hard and i skipped 3 questions. hmmmmzzz, very sad :(

my prepaid is still 0 cents and i miss texting twinnie, bestfie and leon. hmmmm:(
bestfie's bday is in 12 more dayz and aisyah's bday is in 5 more dayz. whoohoo!
lappy lappy, im waiting!

bye souls~

2009-08-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

buy me a high heels boot pleaseeeeeee!!! i want! i want! arghhh!!!

sunday mundane. very bored. i slept at 9.10 pm yesterday night and woke up at 12 noon today. HAHA omg, i had 15 hours of sleep. heaven~~~~~~~
how i wish i can sleep for 15 hours everyday so that i will not feel sleepy and shaggy for school. haizzzzzzzz....

tmr is monday. and i found out that maths common test is tmr!!!! omg, i seriously dont know!!!
im gonna screw that paper. ergh! graphs are so hard and bendable ruler sucks!!! panic!!!

bye soulz~

pink teeth

2009-08-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

i just realised that my hair is growing fast. yay! grow hair grow! but im still unsure what im gonna do with my hair although im keeping it long. think brain think! i had cca today(saturday). very easy for drills but irritating for welfare. yeah, im under welfare. we had to delayed our welfare and all. change location and canceling of game. well, i have to bare with it cause it just started.

chatting with bestfie now. awwh, i miss bestfie! 14 more dayz to her birthday! whoohoo, ^^
leon is not online. but its okay, bestfie will always make me happy. im very tired now. my legs and arm muscles are cramping up. all due to pumpings and running around. okay enough of this shiatz.

im in love with eatmewhileimhot. whoohoo, <3
but as you can see, my skin is all about justin bieber. he sings and skates at the same time! how cooooooool!
i miss this ah beng of mine. so called my father danneh. HA HA HA! meet hor. kay im very tired. bye soulz~

2009-08-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

how i wish justin drew bieber is mine!
oh come on! he has the same age as mine!
one timeeeeeee ~_~

bestf is loved alooooot.
Leon is also loveed aloooot!
yay! together, we make the perfect team of iSush and Unfabulous!
love<3

2009-08-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

basically i spent my weekends at cousin's house. i had to prepare food for kenduri the next day. i had to scrap 3 box of potatoes=(N)

i miss bestf and syafiq. last friday, bestf, syafiq and me had a conversation. its so hilarious, until now i cant forget it. the convo pic to shown above. i have been texting bestf for almost everyday. since today is a public holiday, i decided to spent my day relaxing at home. but too bad i cant relax cause im having FLU. which is super irritating (N)

i just read somebody's blog. yes, i found your blog since a long time ago. seems like somebody got irritated by the way i look at her. BA HA HA. well, what can i do? its my own fucking eyes. i dont wanna talk bout this cause i know im mature enough(unlike somebody who calls people a 3 year old kid) to think. go figure

*skip that part*
nobody knows how im feeling right now. im always shedding tears whenever i see mum and dad.
you're a grown up yaw. dont act childish towards me. you keep asking me to pass a msg to him cause you dont wanna talk to him. what? am i your computer who sends msg to somebody else? no, im not. im not enjoying this. im hating this part. all i can do is pray for you to change your attitude. please do me a favour. can, mum?

bestf day out

2009-08-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

sorry for my late absence people. missss mieeeee? HA HA HA!

at last this blogger is back to normal after being in a ridiculous condition last time. so i dont need to change to onsugar like people nowadays. my last saturday was spent with nanee and zuzu. went to city hall then went to supreme cause zuzu want to take alot of pichers there, LOLZ!

Today, my lamehidiouscrazyunreasonable school had a national day celebration. had parade in the morning. i think amanda and jayraj did a great job. had the sing-a-long session. only asyikin knows how loud i sang. HA HA, had english lesson for 2 periods. Ms T nagged at us for not turning up for her remedial yesterday. 11/40 came for her remedial. me and bestf escape from english and history remedial yesterday, feels good.

after english, had a VERYLAMEHIDOUSRIDICULOUS celebration in class. only showed powerpoint slides, yes. letmme repeat that, POWERPOINT SLIDES!!! and electrico-what do you see video clip. i sang along cause i love electrico \m/ 10.30 headed to botanical garden with BESTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF<3333. had our burker king lunchy and took pictures. we stalked an indian couple. SHO KIUTE LEY THEYYY BOTHHH. BA HA HA HA!!!

headed to far-east and just walk around. while we were walking around, we bumped into somoeone who we dont intended to meet and she is with ________ . i was fucked up and angry. only bestf knows how hard it is to pujuk me just now. then, we survey some high kicks and vintage camera bags. had a great chat with bestf while we were otw home. and thankz you bestf for the day. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee luuuuuu.

i went home and cooked some random noodles. after smelling the fragance that is so yummeh, i accidentally poured the whole cup of BLACK PEPPER! OMG! IT TASTE HORRIBLE! i was angry and frustated. i hope mum wont find out bout that. HA HA HA! kay bye souls!

i miss dad and i will express this in _____ where nobody knows except myself.

brooom

2009-07-31T07:14:00.000-07:00

i decided to go to school just now although its friday. BAHAHAH! but school was so boring. went home straight and had a short nap. woke up and get ready to go queensway with mum to get brother's birthday present. bought for him an element t-shirt and bought myself shoes and shirts. still, i need this shoe. maybe getting it this sunday. yes yes yes!!!

tmr is saturday. idk where to go. imma loner. loner supa fly. HHHAHHAH!!! idk where to go. maybe im going out with amirah. i wanna blanjar her something cause i miss her like hell although we're in the same school. nurul amirah bte othman, adik kepada ashraf, kakak kepada aiman, i wanna meet you soooo badly. bahahah!!! kay, i very tired alrd. bye souls~

ley ley ley

2009-07-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

idk what the hell is wrong with blogger. i cant upload pics thru blogger so tinypic saves my day. i have been staying at home for 2 dayz already. i got 2 days MC. firsly, i had to sleep in the living room cause
sister is quarantine for having flu, asthma, fever and more. i didnt had a goodnight sleep cause my sofa is freaking small! after waking at 5.30 for school, my head feel so heavy and my vision was super blur. i went into my parents room and i dropped on the floor. then i went back to sleep cause i couldn't take it. in the afternoon i woke up, i realised my skin have all these rashes. it was all over my body and it was spreading fast. plus! my head was still dizzy~

mum's bestf, aunty Roji came. she massage my head and its was so goooood. and boom! my headache was gone but my skin was still popping out. went to doctor and he said i have allergy. im allergy to nuts and seafood. i was like 'wtf?!'. i love nuts and seafood. im very sad i cant eat nuts and seafood anymore. since i cant eat saefood, mum dragged me to macdonalds. have my dinner there. i hate medicine. but too bad i have to eat them so keep there rashes away. luckily all the medicice given is very small. i just got to know that bestf is not coming to school till monday. imy bestf!!! get well soon :D im going to school on friday. yay! nothing much, unlike mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays or thurdays.

brother's birthday is this coming sunday. idk what to buy for him. all i know is that he likes billabong and sheesha. haiyaaaaa, no money liao. only got 12 bux left? nabey. i think im changing my blog into something else. but i have been using tumblr nowadays. i have abandoned twitter. i've changed my nail color to transparent pink. yay! bye souls~

at last a proper one

2009-07-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

im glad you made to the finals. ehem! top 10 yknow! all the best for the finals in october, which is my birthdate month. sissy joined this dewa dewi contest and she got to the finals. yay! (Y)

school was mundane. very one was sick and tired. divesh was being very nice to me today. ty partner in crime. abdul gave me a tight hug. bestf was very sad. AWWW, cheer up bestf. everything will come back to square one. try to engage yourself in other things to forget all this okay? continue, i was feeling tired and saaaaaaaaaaad. i miss somebody. booooooooooooooo >_<

saturday was awkward(?!) i went out with my cousin for movie and dinner. i was not being myself. i was scared. brrrrrr, scared scared :S:S:S:S met parents at clementi and saw alot of matreps, bangles and china peepz. there was a matrep who stalked me. i was VERY scared till i called dannie to accompany me otp till my parents come. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!! supper at macd and homed. sunday was better. watched sissy catwalked and met dad. whole family went for dinner at changi village. bowling at some resort at changi and kallang. supper at al-azhar and homed.

as you can see/read, im not typing in proper sentence. im very tired. i wanna sleep now but i got some task to do now. i need my bed nowwwwwwwww!!!!! oh oh, and im very very very happy. mum and sissy to back together. they are talking. im very happy. only Tuhan knows how happy i am. like finally, they're talking. but they acted like nothing happened. nomore fightz ayeeee? bye souls~

2009-07-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

the guy with the big hair is very cute. indonesian people are good looking sometimes. HAHAHHAHAHA!!!

agan

2009-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

i spent my weekends kayaking. i capsized alot. i sinked alot. i screamed "puuuussshhh" alot. so yeah. now, im super dark. my skin tone really looked like coffee and cream. aiyaaa, die liao. i had my el oral today. i should say its easy cause the one who tested me was my TO, so its okay.

talking bout today, i woke late. i woke up at 6.30. i took my own sweet bloody time to bath and get ready. i walked slowly, i skipped bus and trains. and at last, i bumped into amirah, who is late for school also. reached school, and saw hanafee, who is late also. had to run 10 laps and i decided to do my DC tmr.

i will be wearing my pinky winky stinky baju kurung tmr for racial harmony day. hahah, i will not be very comfortable at all! BAHAHA, okay bye souls~

kay i update alrd. puas or not beng-kak? BAHAHAH!

triple B

2009-07-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

i found this photo in the cupboard while i was cleaning it up. there is lots more and i realised i've changed alot. both physically and mentally. naturally? force to change? IDK?!

school is so not fun today except for some parts. whats wrong with ppl nowadays? getting all tense and scolding innocent people? ahhh, dont wanna talk bout it. even at home, something happened. ahh, redbullzhit lah!

just now, i chat-ed with Dannie aka beng-kak blur. hahaha! i founded my new rapper name. its Triple B. and also an Ah Beng name, which is Beng Beng. created my Dannie. HAHAH! Aisyah, you are very lucky to have a male Bestfriend thought ^^

there was a conversation between Su and this chinese girl from another class. here it goes,
Su: ahh, boys are jackass lah!
chinese girl: huh?! jackets?!
all: HAHAHHAHAHHA!
she mistaken jackass as jackets. HAHAH! super hilarious! after that, i was irritated in class with Divesh sitting in front of me. the guy who wont stop disturbing me, bullying me and irritate me for almost everyday yknow! even teachers are irritated by him! he stinks after every recess cause he played soccer. ewww! my eyes are "steamy". i wanna sleep. bye souls~

10<3

2009-07-15T06:04:00.001-07:00

sorry once again dear bloggy. i know i neglected you too much. do you hate me? till i cannot change my font? hmms, im sorry bloggy. >:

school is so kewl. chemistry is getting more fun. POA is getting more like a primary school maths. malay is soooo irritating, as usual. maths is full of songs. i know! i learnt a new song in maths class. it goes like this, 'x equals to negative b plus or minus square root of b square minus 4 ac all of this is over 2a' the songs is the same as mary had a little lamb. thanks to a particular school. HAHA! english is the same as malay. so irritating.

i went to school all drenched in rain. although i took the long way and wasted my time walking up the overhead bridge. wasted -.- i managed to wave to Dannie in the morning. i reached school all wet like some nyonya poured water on me. classmate went 'eh, finished bathing alrd ah?!'. thanks to Su for your brother's sweater. yummeh ~_~

after school was kewl (ll). somebody shouted to me from far and im touched. BAHAHAH! and i know Su had a great day with ______ invited her to sit with ______. see, i told ya! miracle lah hor? HEHE^^ im so happy for till i scratch you with my pencil. sorry Su, terkejot! there was one day, ______ joined me to play taiti in school. _____ teached me how to play. ______ make fun of me. ______, im so happy after so long of not talking to you ^^

so, im gonna neglect this blog again. sorry bloggy. i'll promised to treat you with more posts and updates okay? bye souls~

drewdrewdrew

2009-07-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

today was a very good day for me. it was Be Yourself Day. we got to wear whatevs we want but there wasnt any celebration as school dont want any mass assembly. and guess what's the celebration? POWERPOINT SLIDES. letmme repeat it, POWERPOINT SLIDES. yes, pathetic much?!?!??! it lasted for only 35 mins. everyone was so hyper. yeah yeah! somehow, i just dislike my malay teacher. she has been our malay teacher for only 1 week and she's over-acting. walao, i want Cikgu Azlina back :<

after school, we had a birthday lunch for Abdul at pastamania. somehow, i feel bad yknow. su and aqilah should know why. we had fun. we talked bout mothers and life. and there was one part while everyone was eating, the song was really funky and got all sorts of noise. HAHAH LMAO!!! hangout at coffee bean. bought blueberry muffin and talked more. Home-d.

10v3

im so sleepy. imma big fan of nevershoutnever! should i put Luke Pritchard aside and go for Cristofer Drew? oh my, both are yummeh~ okay, lets put it this way. Luke Pritchard my boyfriend while Christofer Drew is my scandal. HAHHAHAH HOW BAD. but both i 10v3. im buying nevershoutnever! bracelet soon. weewooo nyek nyek~ bye souls~

she's a man!

2009-07-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

letmme update what i did during the three days anti-schooling. BAHAHAHA! >.<
saturday was boring. did my poa homeworks. wait, i didnt do it. i was too stress and i bit one of the pages from my poa book. yes, i did bit it. now there's a hole in one of the page. after biting, i lay on the floor and relax myself. i know, i was really weird. luckily, dad brought us out to relax my stressful mind. haha, lame >.<

i went to Haji Lane on sunday with bestflendx as there is a flea market. got myself 2 tops same goes for bestflendx. it was worth it ~_~ actually bestflendx wanted to go warehouse sale at redhill and there wasnt any at redhill. i dont know from who she got that information from =.= as for today, np matez decided to go all around singapore to do our heritage project badge. chinatown > kampong glam > fort canning > singapore river > lot 1 > home. we went into chinese temple, indian/hindu temple, masjid sultan and to teh keramat of Iskandar Shah. there were a few arguments while we were walking. kampong glam was the best. see, i found the place. we went to the little children museum. it was really small but there's alot inside. our 2 buckx was worth it maaaan. we took tons of pictures upstairs. everything inside is from the past. like vespa, guitars, barber, ice kacang machine and moreeee. and im super tired now, BLEAAAHHH @_@

im not coming for school tmr. im just tired and not that into school anymore. especially when there is poa !_! im gonna miss Su cinta alot. be yourself day is coming. idk what to wear. panic! AHHHH !_! i will upload pics from today's outing soon. no promises. bye souls~

4

2009-07-03T08:00:00.001-07:00

neglected, sorry dear blog. school time-table has changed. there will be POA everyday except for fridayz. gosh oh gosh, piang. i got 3 days off from school and i got alot of homeworks. CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, MATHS, MT AND SOME PROJECTS. die die >.<

im too tired. im spinning. headache is killing me. BLEAH #%#% @%!#$!#$

BYE LAH

AEM

2009-06-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

[no pic]
MJ, will be missed. Farrah Fawcett, will also be missed. King of Pop and Charlie's Angel= great people.

enough bout that. im very sad. i did my homeworks alrd except for SS and idk what. HAHA. so i spent shopping on friday with mama and her Bestfriend. we shop at bugis. bought bags, shoes, tops and moreeee. wohoo, love ya mama! today i woke up at 4pm. HAHA, maot. i will be going for dinner at sakura at town area tmr. baba wanna treat family dinner since he really miss hanging out with us. and maybe after that, we will be throwing some heavy balls on the alley( get it?) or making alot of noise in a small room with lyrics(get it?). no, its bowling or karaoke. sissy translate them in malay. it goes something like this ' okay, you all nak campak bola(bowling) or buat bising(karaoke). HAHAHHAHAHAH.

i just chat with these 2 crazy chics. we talked bout _______. i want 6AEM. _____ want 19AA. _____ want S11. HAHAHHA. great, i got chance to meet AEM cause his _____'s brother teamate. HAHAHHA. yay yay yay! kay im done. bye souls~

Shia, hottie

2009-06-25T08:35:00.000-07:00

i rate the movie as high as 100000000000000. the movie is really goooood. i admit i did cried when Optimus Prime died, i know im very emotional. in the movie theatre, popcorns are thrown in the air, clappings, cheering, crying(not me) and more. its like watching titanic sinking. i should say Shia LaBeouf is really hoooooot. hotter then Megan Fox. HAHA. i wish i was Megan who gets to hug and snuggle Shia like a drug. HAHA, kay thats tooo far. i wish i got a guardian just like Bumble Bee to protect and i can never be lonely, like now.

im helping yan-yan selling some of his clothes away. gosh, he told me there's alot. mum bought for herself a lipstick and bought me 2 nail polish. gosh, red and pink. how cute and sexy. HAHAHA. so i painted my toes and later im painting my fingernails. bye souls~

asiv

2009-06-25T01:16:00.000-07:00

mum paid for transformer tickets using her visa card. YAY (Y)
show starts at 6.45pm so im at home waiting. im really bored now. hows my homeworkz? i did english except for letter, compo and summary. i did maths part 1 & 3 only. i did 5 questions of physics only HAHA and im not doing POA, SS and whatever is left. HAHAHA. bye souls~

cloze passage

2009-06-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

i went out with ______ cause she wants to ______. we went to ______. somehow we found this adorable ______. we planned to buy it to bring to ______. i bought this cute _____ for ____ buckx. after that we had lunch at ______. she got irritated by ______. so we _____ as fast as we could. HAHA. we proceed to ______. we decided to ____ there. we were so bored we decided to call ______. although i dun know him, 3 of us did have fun otp with ______. after that, we went _____. in the ______, this girl started talking bout us to her _____. i _____ her alot. mind me, this post was meant for last _____. HAHAH, thank you ______ for the day *grinz*

i didnt watch transformer today. i ran out of cash. mum told me she will give my some cash tmr since i keep whining to her that i wanted to watch transformer. yay (Y) i got to know that this thurday camp(STC) is postponed due to H1N1. walao!!!!!!!! i was so excited i almost packed my stuff. wtbleah~ im very hungreh although i ate 2 plate of pasta, banana, mee maggi chicken, biscuits and more. im gonna fry some friez and chicz now.

and to that SANDY, i read your blog although it was too late. if you hate how we treated you, guess what? we were treated that way too but waaaaaayyyy worst than you. you are only sec 2 and you said you cannot take it anymore? gosh, what a chicz. if you are not satisfied with the way we treated you and you got a problem with that, come to us. talk to us. settle it with us. debate with us. cause you know what? you're just a lil kiddo. grow up. you said we bitches will spread virus to your comp. firstly, you dont even know the meaning of bitches. the word BITCH has got nothing to do with us. it doesnt even describe us. secondly, you are spreading the virus not us. we dont produce virus. HAHA, i guess you run out of words so all these undescribable words are out. HAHA, poor kid.

i know you guyz are frustated with the blanks. fill it in.

lets do it

2009-06-23T08:10:00.000-07:00

tmr is the preview of Transformer 2. im sooooooo gonna watch it, i guess? wait, i dont have any $$$ with me now. ohhh maynnnn. oh no! something is calling. every students number 1 enemy. it suck up alooot of blue/black ink. where a certain amount of number will be circled. ohhh yeah, you know what i mean ^^

talk to me on msn, now!

gth

2009-06-19T08:47:00.000-07:00

sooo, hows my day? i spent my day sleeping like a pig. HAHA, i got nothing to do just now. so, tmr there is a beach party at sentosa. plainsunset is there! wohoooo i wanna go. i convince nanee to follow me. HAHA, i begged her like a little child. im still waiting for her decision. twinnie is going although he is very sick and weak. and his reason is ' i cant afford to miss Plainsunset tmr' HAHAHAH twinnie oh twinnie.

im having alot of problems at home. my dad is scolding me for not being a good daughter. my mum is also scolding me for the same reason. both my parents are scolding. i feel so depressed. i cried alot. and im crying again. im having major problems at home. not only one but alot. i pray every night before i go to sleep, hoping my family can go back to square one like we used to, hoping my dad would stop complaining about his work, hoping my mother and sister will go back together again, hoping i would become a more greatful daughter. im very depressed at home. i always feel like im not a human. i feel like im a ghost cause i feel invisible. idk what to do. im sad. im sad. im sad. im tearing. im tearing. im tearing :( :( :(

SUFIAN!

2009-06-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

it's 1.40am in the morning! HAHA. i cant sleep although i felt very tired just now. HAHAH. im bored. currently chatting with Sufian. gosh, both of us so bored. i played 3 games in facebook. see, i very bored. my cats just fought just now. i got gangster in my crib. HAHAHAH. i went to my cuzzy crib at bedok. i stand all the way from JE to BEDOK and i almost fainted. my lips was dried up, my face was really pale. i was fxcked up with this kid who seats at the priority seat. that kid was just fine. no broken leg or something. my mum got herself a seat. i got down from the train and bought mr. bean soya milk. HAHAH. im so bored. wait, how many time did i mention how bored i was? yeah, alot. okay, i wanna play games now. morning souls~

not sleepy

2009-06-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

it's 2.30am in the morning. MORNING YA'LL! so yeah, i cannot sleep and i got Sufian aka Yan Err to accompany me. HEHE, thanks goodfriend. we keep exchanging smilez and hugz in facebook. HAHA, bored wu-hat?! im meeting aisyah soooooon! wohooo, i cannot wait to meet this cute girlfriend of mine. HAHA. oh great, hannah montana is up next. at least there is something to entertain me. i cant sleep! im craving to meet aisyah, sufian, twinnie and Su cinta badly ;/

so in this house, there is me and my tortoise who is not asleep now. all my cats are asleep. aiyooo, loner sia. okay the show is starting. morning souls~

bleah

2009-06-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

Quiz By Susu Cinta

Tagged by Susu

1.Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
` forehead! hahah weird

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
` i feel 'awww man! i need to clean the bed!'

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
` errr, myself?

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
` i dont think so. my girlfriend,Su, really did changed me. ty cinta!

5. Would you ever donate blood?
` maybe i will. kayz, idk. HAHA

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
` i think? i consider TWINNIE AKAM as my best guy friend. HAHA

7. Do you want someone dead?
` errr, yeah. this spoiltbrat!

8. What does the last message say?
` got lah. from Su cinta :D

9. What are you thinking right now?
` where is amirah? i miss you lah!

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
` yeah, i need TWINNIE AKAM now! i miss you like hell!

11. What time you went to bed last night?
` midnight

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now?
` i cant rmmbr? its like 3,4,5 years ago? HAHA legend

13. Is someone in your mind?
` i think? HAHA

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
` Su Cinta! :D

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz :
1. TWINNIE AKAM!
2. amirah
3. aisyah zen
4. erin vanova
5. nanee
6. natdya
7. norra vainpot
8. sockzmonster
9. iqa twaddley
10. titi

16. Who is 2 having relationship with ? amirah
` hell yeah! fredy ayeeeee? ^^

17. Is 3 male or female ? aisyah zen
` Female.

18. If 3 & 5 get together, would it be a good thing ? aisyah zen and nanee
` they met before. tgthr? dude, they are femalez.

19. What is 1 studying about ? TWINNIE AKAM
` he's in ite. idk whats he's studying. HAHA. maybe skating? HAHHA

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5 ?
` last 2 dayz

21. Is 4 single ? erin vanova
` err, idk.

22. Say something about 2 . amirah
` i miss you like hell.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ? aisyah zen and natdya
`they have met before. dude, again they are girlz

24. Describe 1. TWINNIE AKAM
` BEST OF THE BEST! I LOVE MY TWINNIE ALOT!

25. What will you do if 5 & 6 fight ? nanee and natdya
` they dont even know each other.

26. Do you like 5? nanee
`she's my cousin. gosh!

27. Who is 7 to you ? norra vainpot
` my cousin!!!!

28. Is 7 & 2 enemy ? amirah and norra vainpot
` enemy for? they dont even know each other!

29. Do you love 10 ? titi
` my cousin, dude! i love her alot! HAHAH :D

30. What do you do if 8 decided to commit suicide ? sockzmonster
` i will beg her not to!!!

31. How long have you been friends with 9 ? iqa twaddley
` around 1 year. HAHAH missed!

32. Say something random to them. ALL!
` MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED! PLZ MEET! HAHAHAH :D

great quiz. thanks to Su cinta! HAHAHA. im totally free from on till school reopens. woah, great. can sleep like pig more. WOHOOOO! dad, myself and bro are trying our best to get mum and sissy back tgthr. it just suckx when they fight, really. i need twinnie now. i wanna have a looooooooooooooong chat with you. when are we meetinf twinnie?!?!?!? bye souls~

WALL TO WALL! HHAHHAHHA

middled

2009-06-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

im doing great, NOT. my family is like BLEAHHHH. mum and sissy not talking. im like in between them. like hello? it feels irritated and confused being in the middle. idk who i should side cause both are my precious. i hate this, really. dad is being all stress at work. mum is always sad. sissy is always ignoring parents. only me and bro are doing well. dad had a talk with sissy. he was being straight forward. i realised he believed in Allah at all time. im down. great.

to su, please cheer up. dont be too stress up? you have poppy, me, twinneh, hamey, teh-c yknow? 18 june we enjoy and webcam face to face puas-puas kayz? HAHAHA. there there cinta. im hungry. bye souls~

luke pritchard

2009-06-13T03:33:00.000-07:00

As you can see, im really loving Luke Pritchard. He was borned on 2 March 1985 in London. phesh, march baby huh baby? and he used to date Lily Allen, who was his secondary school friend. how could you Lily? damn youu! HAHA. and he just broke up with Mischa Barton in March 2009. damn you too Mischa! They may get back together cause they were seen together at a gig. but its not confirm they will get together. Hmms, hope not. HAHAHAHAH just kidding. Luke looks cute in his oversize shirt and skinny jeans and ray ben shades. Pulu pulu pulu *meltz* When is The Kooks coming to Singapore? i wanna meet you baby! HAHAHAHHA!!! Luke cut his hair short!(look at first pic) Goshhhhh, he looks unattractive! i want his old curly wurly hair back! but still, he's my only favourite! HAHHAHAHAH!

im heading to sentosa tmr morning to enjoy my boring life. assignments not done yet. Half of english did killed me for 2 hours. i stared at Luke for hours to be back alive. bye souls~

yummy

2009-06-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

woah, douglas cavanna. so cute, yummy~ pinch you! HAHA.

swallon heart

2009-06-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

we were so excited and happy. Almost a knot but two days later, tradegy. i dropped my phone on the floor after reading your text msg. my heart breaks into uncountable pieces. i got no comments and i feel like a loser here. thank God i got my Cintas to listen to my cries on the phone. yeah, this is my fear, falling in love. i hate it. Most of all, I hate you.

i had fun webcam-ing with Su Cinta and chatting with Yaaaaaaaaaan! HAHA. they are so sweet and most of all they cheered me up yknow! HAHA. Su, 18 June i enjoy okay? Yan, i wanna meet you soon. heeeeeee! Meet soooooon aye? i wanna rest. i had a restless night. the weather was humid and i keep thinking bout the incident. Baba straight away changed my fan to his fan although he was tired and he treated me to play bowling. Love ya Baba! im currently chatting with yaaaaaaaan, again. HAHA, this guy really made my day yknow! HAHA, thankx dudeeeeeee tkde gigi and tiga rambot. HAHAH.

im sick. bye souls~

i need a vacation

2009-06-08T05:36:00.001-07:00

hi. im currently chatting with my beloved twinnie akam. ahhhhhhhhh!!!! i miss my twinnie alooooooooooooot! ahahhahah!

something happened last night. and i need time to erase off this fear of being in love. and now i believed what goes around, comes around.' hahaha. and su is very happy for me! hahahah love ya cinta! hahahahaha. but im sure since its the june holidays, i wont be meeting _______ often. unless we make up a date. hahahahha LOL! hmmms, im going to school tmr. having npcc meeting. gosh i need to travel from cck to bb just for a meeting. im wasting my ezlink card cash.

somehow, i need to do some shopping right now. cash are all over me and shops are waiting for me. wait, GSS is finally here! yay! hahaha stfu. and to adibah, you need to be strong after what happened aye? sec3 squad are here for you.i need a break now. i want a vacation to somewhere out of Asia. holidays so boring only. aiyaaaa! okay im done. bye souls~

lap lap quack

2009-06-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

i had shooting competition just now. it was quite dissapointing. our score was quite bad. but its okay. we can do better. before going into the range, i was praying and shaking. i wanted to pee at that moment. HAHA. im having LMSC tmwr. its gonna be loooooong. but im glad to meet my squad mates again. lap lap quack!

lap lap quack!

bye souls~

bleahhhhz

2009-05-31T01:24:00.000-07:00

nco camp was aye okay. nothing much. bonding games, wet games, drills, campcraft was fun. sleeping was not fun. sec 3 girls waking up all night just to watch out of our uniform so that it wont be stolen by inspectors but too bad our name tags are stolen. we only slept for 10-20 mins although 5 hours was given to sleep. HAHA -.-

im too tired to type out what happened during the camp. to my suprise, twinnie did a blog. HAHAHHAH. he used to say something about blogs but now he did an account. HAHAHAHAH. look at what he post. awww, twinnie i miss you so much too. i wanted to call your house but im scared you're not home as you're always busy and scared your nenek pick up the phone. HAHAHA. i got what you mean by 'i dont like the feeling when you miss someone' we will meet up okay? remember the picnic thingy? ^^

i wanna thank Su baby for convey-ing the message to twinnie. and yes, i love/miss Su, Aqilah alooooooooooot. we should meet one day during the holidays. i got my report book and i got c5 for all my subjets but good thing my parents dont need to come down to school. phew~ i got so upset over the remarks given by my teacher. it suckz. im going for shooting training at HTA tmr. im going for shooting competition on 3rd june. wish me luck aye? bye soulz~

strayed

2009-05-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii!

school is really great these few dayz. i took up digital photography with Su and Aqilah. HAHA, i love them alooooot. we went to esplanade and national museum for shoots. we didnt went to Arab Street cause of rain. walaowei. these few dayz, weather has been really hot. freakin' hot. i never fail to sweat everyday. so, tmr will be another outing to botanical garden. great.

my june holidays will not be very-holiday-ish. im having shooting competition on 3 june. am having a looooooooong talk on 4 and 5 june. and im not really sure. oh ya! this friday im having NCO camp. i went to alisa's crib just now just to make flags. Inspectors wants us to make our own flag that represent our group name. and its done.

i miss Twinnie alot. we didnt contact for 1 whole week and i really miss him. call me ASAP pleaseeeeeeeeee twinnieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :<

i will upload some pics about today from Su soon. bye souls

middle

2009-05-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

I HATE BEING IN THE MIDDLE. STOP PUSHING ME INTO THIS MATTER CAUSE I DONT FUCKING RELATE TO THIS MATTER. TWINNIE LOST HIS HP AND HE CANNOT CONTACT ME. BUT HE TOLD ME HE LOST HIS HP(SCRATCH HEAD). WELL, I REALLY MISS HIM AND IM DYING TO MEET HIM. I FAILED POA AND CHEMISTRY. AND I ALMOST FAILED ENG. HOW STUPID CAN I BEEEEEEEEE!!!! I ALMOST PASS MY POA. AHHHH FORGET IT. HOLIDAYS PLEASE COME FASTER! BYE LAH!

daaaaaang

2009-05-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

i failed poa p1. ahhh, what i've expected. passed my maths, ss, history, malay and the rest idk. i got hot news from syafiq just now in class. woah, someone have a crush on me ever since last year. woah cool. and another someone started liking me. WOAH, i wont layan him cause its too late. POC is in 3 days time. unarmed combat is almost done, dancing is done, guestbook done and more. im very nervous for the POC.

in malay class just now, cikgu let us watch a video about Allah's activities on earth. and one video shows somekind of fish. actually its a human. it happened cause his mother cursed him. how bad could that be. and from now on, i realised how important my mama and baba is. i dont mind how boring or naggy or troublesome they are but i love them just the way they are. okay done about this. i need some rest for tomorrow. and to Suharti Suhaimi, chilly willy aye bbyyx? they dont need you so what? mind your own life and like you say, love life. webcam soon tau cinta? love ya! bye souls~

p/s: i miss Luke~~~~~~

skater girl

2009-05-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

Allysha Bergado, Annie Sullivan, Karen Jones

Guess what? Allysha Bergado is only 12 and she skates! and plus, she has alot of sponsor including her mum and dad. how great! how i wish i was her. hail~

i feel like a stick now, really. i had another unarm combat training. firstly, i cannot turn my head including my neck to my right and the back. secondly, i cannot lift up my arms(even my mum help me take off my shirt). thirdly, my muscles are killing me!!! help!!! its really hard for me to laugh too. my WHOLE body is aching.

there is no school on monday but still i have training till 12. tuesday is npcc day. woah, i have to wear FULL NPCC UNIFORM FROM 7AM TILL 2 PM! omggggggggggg. but still, its npcc day what. my cca and im proud of it. HAHA.

lovey dovey

2009-05-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

BAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
IM VERY TIRED, WEAK, NO ENERGY, CANT MOVE(EXCEPT TYPING) AND THIS FEELING IS TOO HARD TO DESCRIBE.
IM SLEEPING IN ANOTHER 10 MINS TIME. IM HAVING ANOTHER TRAINING TMWR. WTF! AND MORE TRAINING ON MONDAY, TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAY. FRIDAY IS THE REAL CONCERT. NOT A DANCING CONCERT BUT PUNCHING, KICKING, THROWING, SCREAMING CONCERT. WAHH, LIKE HARDCORE GIG ALREADY. HAHAHHA.

KAY, I LOVE MY BABES ALOT. WHICH BABE? LIKE DUH! DONT YOU KNOW? WTF! YOU DONT KNOW?!?!?!? OKAY STFU! ITS NUR AQILAH BTE NASHARUDIN AND SUHARTI BTE SUHAIMI. WOHOOOOOOOO! ITS HARD TO GET FRIENDS LIKE THEM. I JUST LOVE THEM AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY TWINNIE! HAHAHAH KAY NO. I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX. I PRAY TO ALLAH EVERYNIGHT. I PRAY THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST, I PRAY TO ALLAH TO SHELTER AND SHOWER THEM WITH LOVE AND CARE, I TOLD ALLAH HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM CAUSE THEY ARE ONE OF A KIND. YAY!

I MISS TWINNIE. HE DIDNT TEXT ME FOR 2 DAYS. DAMN, MISSED. KAY, IM DONE BLOGGING. BABES, SWEET HOR I POST? KAY BYE SOULS~

dude

2009-05-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

I HATE LIFE. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE MYE. I HATE HOME. I HATE SISSY. I HATE YOU(SOMEONE). I HATE BEING BROKE. I LOVE RYAN SHECKLER! HAHAHAHAHA. OH OH OH, SCREW YOU MAAAAAAAAAAAAAN DUDE! WTF! STFU! HAHAHAHA. I HATE YOU! BYE.

your judgement is strayed

2009-05-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Im tired. physics paper 1 and 2 was easy. math paper 1 was difficult. im soooo gonna enjoy after MYE papers. im in love with etnies and osiris. Jimmy Carlin and Corey Duffel are yummy skaters. okay bye souls~

NENENENEhhhhh

2009-05-07T03:12:00.000-07:00

Ryan and Tony are YUMMY~ they are bestfriends, so cute.

heeeehooooohiiiiii!
i wont be pressing my computer start button for now. hell yeah, exams are running towards us now. run for your life!!! k stfu sally. my current habit is saving money. yes im proud telling the whole world about it. im just saving money for my osiris shoe and something(^^) i was otp with twinnie yesterday. he just finished eating and i told him this;

Me:twinnie, dont lay down after eating. later you vomit cause the food havent digested then still waterish(?) then flow in your throat....
Twinnie:Yes Professor. HAHAH
Me:What?! Professor?! eee, dont call me that.
Twinnie:No, i call you Professor Twinnie.HAHAHHAHAH
Me:then what do i call you?
Twinnie: you call me 'cutest boy on earth'. HAHAHAHAH
Me:HAHAHAHAHAH. Okaaaaaaaaaaayyy.

waaahhh, i smack you then you know. i guess he is enjoying his skating now. o__o
okay im off to study study study study study study study study study. okay stfu sally. byeeeee souls~

kcxf

2009-04-28T03:40:00.000-07:00

i miss Luke =/

i just realised that i didnt put my tagboard. HAHAH. i woke up feeling really weak and sweaty. thanks to sissy for facing the fan at only her side. im also having flu now. irritating like shxt. i was really restless and tired in school. my body is fxcking weak. i msg-ed mum to meet me after school. we had lunch at koufo and back home. thanks mama-o. i need some rest. oh great, im having headache too. purrrfectly great. i need to rest. bye souls~

mundane

2009-04-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

sunday mundane. sunday is so boring. staring at the screen with tim tim(my cat) on my lap. so cute. i top up my pp8, at last. i need to lose weight. im growing fatter and fatter. bye souls~

greeeeek

2009-04-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

i had MT paper 1 and 2 today. thank God i could managed it. well, school is as per normal. school is always fun with Bobby and Qilly. somehow, i miss twinniw alot;/ i called him but he didnt picked up. maybe he's working or skating or chilling. i saw Johnny in the morning. he didnt recognized me until i walked pass him. hahah. i went home after exam paper. had lunch with mum, aunty and nanee at lot 1. oh, i bought a new book. good thing i got that 40 bucks vouchers. i just love mum. she's the best. oh oh, after school i saw this someone and he's so freaking cute! Bobby and qilly knows. HAHAH. currently chatting with Dani(ex-bf). hahah, this random guy. i miss ALOT of people. i miss aisyah, elfyna, sehamini, mira sherman, sofea, ziraa, qeelia, erin, twat, sockz, ffaiz, dani, norra vainpot, shari and moreeee. i wanna meet you all sia. oh ya, i bumped into twat just now. thankz for the hug babeeee. bye souls~